Stories

Shibbi. 19. New York.

I love to write, obviously. I hope you enjoy my stories. Oh, and for those wondering, Niam is my OTP.


Twitter: @shelbyvanhorn
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Anonymous asked - "Thank you for the advice! I'll definitely use it :)"

You’re very welcome. And I promise you, you will feel so much better after you beat this. It feels good at the moment, but it isn’t. I lost 15 kilos last year from biking to school every day. All you need to do is cardo and limit your sugar. I know it seems hard and terrible, but if you really want to change, do it in a healthy way. Don’t change how you look because of anĀ aestheticĀ thing, do it to be healthy, because that is more important. When you are healthy, you are happy and people can see the confidence. Confidence is sexy.

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Anonymous asked - "I'm sorry. I do eat though. But I've been trying to shrink my stomach for months so I've been trying to eat less. I'm not thin like you though, I'm obese. I weigh 15 stone and I'm 5'6."

Hahahaha. Thin like me. No, darling. I am not thin. I am overweight, according to my doctor as well, so that isn’t just me saying it. We are actually very similar in weight, though I am four inches taller. To shrink your stomach you need to eat less SUGAR but not eat nothing. And also, a lot of cardo. Get your heart rate up for extended periods of time. Bike, or run, or swim, or jump rope even. (Also, invest in a hula hoop and use it when you watch tv.) That is how you lose weight, not by starving yourself.

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Anonymous asked - "You can't take down your story!! I'm sorry!! I know that I'm going to stop, and soon. Not eating is the only thing I can do until I'm trusted enough again to stop going to therapy and be left alone! When I'm able to cut again, I won't starve myself anymore. It's a temporary thing! I promise!"

Please don’t do it anymore. It is so unhealthy, you don’t understand the implications. Please eat.

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Anonymous asked - "Hey there. I'm going to apologise in advance for this. All I ate today was some cheese and crackers. It feels amazing! I feel that buzz that you talked about in the recovery verse. I know it's not right but it feels amazing! I'm trying to test myself and see if I can get away with eating nothing at all tomorrow. I know that is the opposite you wanted from writing that verse but it is helping me so much! So I'm sorry for hurting you, but thanks for helping me. (btw I starve to stop from cutting)"

This is not what I want at all. Seriously. Please do not do this. You need to stop because it is so unhealthy for you. I will take my story down if this is what people are getting out of it because it is so unhealthy for you. Please PLEASE go get help. By doing this you are not only hurting yourself, but other people as well. Please eat something.

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Anonymous asked - "haha, you make me happy :)"

Thanks. I don’t know why, but thanks. :)

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Anonymous asked - "I'm sorry you feel bad about the fandom and I hope you love it again soon, we can't lose someone like you :("

That’s very nice of you. I hope I can love it again soon, too.

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Anonymous asked - "I hope someday you feel you can come back and write again, I completely understand though so don't feel bad. Your stories are amazing and you're pretty awesome too :):)"

Thank you so much. I am hoping someday the fandom will realize what they are doing wrong and stop. At that point, I’ll come back. (At least if it gets to a better point than it is in now.)

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Anonymous asked - "I need a bucket for my creys. Your writing is terrific and it will be terribly missed, seeing as my OTP is also Niam.. So I'll miss that....YOU HURT ME SHIBBI. But I understand where you're coming from. I've been feeling like that too, lately. Sucks, love. But whatever. I follow your Personal and I can still dwell upon your previous stories!(Which, btw, are amazayn(see what I did thar :p))I also find you to be an incredibly cool person and I love you for that! I'll shaddup now... xx G"

Aww! You’re so nice! n_n I am so sorry I hurt you! But I have a sneaking suspicion I might write for them again once the fandom is united with the new album.

You seem like an incredibly cool person too! Thank you very, very much.

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Anonymous asked - "Ok so excuse my jumbled mess of questions. Does no one direction writing include Twinsverse ? I know that it probably does but just wondering because lida will be gone for a while and …ya. ALSO you said Alex's new URL was gaylantis but I don't see anything there…? And the last thing is if you will be coming on you're tumblr. I live your writing, wish you well."

I will actually continue with the Twinsverse because that is a joint project and it it unfair for me to leave while she is on hiatus. Besides, I have separated the boys from that universe so drastically that it doesn’t affect me too much. Mostly because they are young, at least the stories I am writing.

Alex changed her url again, and now it is: myalphasmate

This blog is for all of my writing, not just 1D fanfiction, that just happened to be what I was writing for. I’ll definitely still be here, and definitely still on my personal. :)

Thank you very much.

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Anonymous asked - "You should join the TW fandom. I know you would enjoy the Sterek. x Just look; youtube(.)com/watch?v=8-tCMRwBRsc"

Oh I am part of the Teen Wolf fandom. Very much so. I enjoy Scissac more than Sterek, though. Surprisingly, I enjoy Stydia, even if it is a het ship. I was very close to writing a Scissac one shot, but gave up because people are so much better than me. :P